Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Wish List

Just in case you're wondering what to get me for Christmas, here's my wish list.

-a new camera
-a new straightener
-itunes gift cards
-fuzzy socks
-amazon.com gift cards
-snuggies
-sweaters (cashmere, not cashmere, whatever. i'm not that picky.)
-tatoo sleeves
-a kindle
-foundation garments
-books by cecelia ahern (the gift & the book of tomorrow)
-fur real friends newborn toys
-burt's bees lip balm
-back to basics toaster and egg poacher
-fresh flowers
-necklaces and pendants
-earrings
-project runway fashion designer kit from costco
-new hair dryer
-new coat (preferably leather)
-eye masks for sleeping
-diamond bracelets
-puzzles
-lunch totes
-gourmet cheese
-down payment on a condo
-commuter mugs
-cheetos
-oragami sticky note pad


is that enough, or do you need more help?

Sunday, December 06, 2009

RaVEnoUs

A few weeks ago, my doctor determined that my pseudo tumor had returned. She put me on a terrible pill, generic for Diamox, that has left me nauseous. Very very nauseous. Even at Thanksgiving! I only ate one plate and didn't even have pie! But finally, the qualmishness is easing up and I am so super hungry!!!!! I can't eat too much sweet food, so I have to stick to sour or salty, but I think I could eat just about anything as long as it's covered in salt or dipped in vinegar. Very strange thing. Just thought I'd share.

p.s. a couple weeks ago my blog list was erased. if i failed to add your blog to my new list, let me know. send me your link!

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

5 Christmas Songs I Hate

1. "I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus" (it bothered me when i was little and i still haven't gotten over that)

2. "12 Days of Christmas" (unless Miss Piggy is singing)

3. "Santa Baby" (why do we need dirty christmas music?)

4. "I Saw Three Ships"

5. Josh Groban's song from Polar Express (he says "lelody" instead of "melody" and the people on the radio don't believe me)

More to come . . .

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thankful for . . . .

I work with a wonderful woman from Africa. Her name is Liberata and she has lived in the states for just over a year. She has 5 children living. One day I asked her what it was like to live in Africa and she said, "Every day no good. No work. No food. No clothes. No money. Too much fighting." I asked what it is like to live in America and she said, "Every day good! Now I work. Clothes for my children. Every day food. Every day in America good." I've been in Liberata's house and I don't think I would feel so grateful I lived in what she lives in. She was sick for a week and when she came back to work she cried and cried and said, "So happy to be working." What a sweet woman. When I listen to her I am always taken back. I know I am not as grateful as I should be. I take so much for granted.

But I've been thinking about life this week and feeling a little more grateful than normal. I received a spoonful of pity from someone a few weeks ago because of my situation in life, but I don't feel like I am in a bad or undesirable situation. I am so grateful to have my life.
I am grateful to be alive and to feel cold in winter and hot in summer.
I am grateful to see green leaves in spring and orange leaves in fall.
I am grateful that I can hear the rain.
I am grateful for my car and the freedom it gives me. I can go anywhere I want to whenever I want. That's pretty amazing.
I am grateful that they finished the construction on I-80 and it's faster to get to work now.
I am grateful for my job. I work with wonderful people.
I am grateful that I am friends with my co-workers.
I am grateful for the lessons I learn at work.
I am grateful for the homeless man last month who was so kind to me--kinder than any other customer I've had experience with so far. What a lesson that was.
I am grateful for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and the help they give to people who are suffering.
I am grateful for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and the Truth and Peace and Hope contained therein.
I am grateful for my bishop who sends thank you's to people who speak in sacrament meeting.
I am grateful for Rose.
I am grateful for my roommate who puts up with all of my nonsense so patiently.
I am grateful that my mom is only 35 minutes away and that we can meet up when we're sad or happy or anywhere in between.
I am grateful that I don't feel pressure to get married!
I am grateful that I love being single and enjoy all the great experiences I can have because of that.
I am grateful for my brothers and their wives and their children and what they teach me about love and forgiveness and family.
I am grateful for my dad, who I miss every day.
I am grateful that I can read, and that I enjoy it!
I am grateful that I was able to receive an excellent education, even if all of it didn't stick. :)
I am grateful for sweet little Stella's birth mother who knew her baby needed a mommy and a daddy and picked my brother!

I could go on and on and on but I don't think you want me to. The point is, life is beautiful. Our particular situations don't matter because anywhere we are we can find things to be grateful for, like Liberata in her tiny little house with her minimum wage job. Happiness is a decision and I am grateful for that!

Monday, November 09, 2009

In Love


When we were on Catalina Island last month, I saw these "toys" in a store window. They were little pets and they breathed. They were SSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO cute. I don't know if you've ever seen them before, but I am IN LOVE with this little guy! I just want to snuggle him. I don't know why. But he is pretty cute, isn't he?!

Sunday, November 01, 2009

goals

i am not a goal maker. i never have been. i discovered early on how easy it is to give up on goals. perhaps because i never tell people about my goals and i never have any to check up on me. .. . well, i am making a goal now and i am telling you so you can check up on me and help motivate me. i hate exercising at home, so i've decided to get a pass for the rec center around the corner. my goal is to lose 40 lbs by spring. i'll need lots of help to keep going to exercise. i'm such a homebody and love to just come home after work, but i really need to do this. so whenever you have a moment, check in on me! motivate me!

Cruise and Disneyland

hi everyone! i've been back from my perfectly fun vacation for a week now, but i don't have any pictures because i threw my camera away at disneyland. . . . i've been hoping that they'd find it and send it to me, but i haven't seen it yet. so i'll just have to post without pictures!

day 1: leaving salt lake and arriving in long beach. i had no idea that the long beach airport was that small! it was so cute and miniature! sure was easy to find our bags. we hopped into a shuttle that took us to our hotel in downtown long beach and then we started walking. we walked and walked and walked and walked. the girl at the hotel told us it wouldn't take so long to get to the beach, but it did. it was a LONG walk. plus we went down the wrong street. . . . we finally made it to shoreline village and then took a bus over to the Queen Mary. it was pretty cool, but they have ghost stories posted everywhere and i got a little creeped out. . . . not somewhere i would want to stay. apparently the pool is where the most sightings take place. i would NOT go swimming there. hmm. anyway, then we had dinner at outback and watched a carnival cruise ship leave and then we got a shuttle back to the hotel. we weren't going to walk again! the hotel had a very nice pool so we relaxed our tired feet.

day 2: leaving on the cruise!!!!! in the morning we spent some time at the little shopping center in long beach. there was a book store where every book was $1. that was fun. then it was time to eat lunch and head to our ship! it was a lot of fun exploring and while the ship was still in the harbor, we didn't have any seasickness. unfortunately, as soon as we left, we started to feel the rocking. . . . melissa and anna had a hard time with that. they got pretty sick. i don't think they'll be cruising again. . . .

day 3: catalina island was beautiful! we took a tender over to the island and then hopped on the glass bottom boat. there were SO many fish! and the seaweed was miles long. it was really cool. after that, nannie and i went on a bus tour while melissa and anna decided they'd had enough moving around. it was fun to see the whole city and learn a little more about it. it's so pretty. we wandered along the main street and had lunch and did some shopping. way fun.

day 4: ensenada, mexico. i loved ensenada! we took a bus tour over to "la bufadora" or the blowhole. to get there, you have to walk through the mexican market and everyone is trying to get the americans to come into their store. some people hated it, but it kind of reminded me of being on my mission in brazil so i was okay with it. la bufadora was beautiful! the water goes up about 60 feet or more. it's really cool. it was very clean, too. we ate lunch at the habana banana restaurant there and then spent a few minutes shopping in the market before we headed back to town. our tour guide, alejandro, made the ride back lots of fun. nannie fell in love with him and only talked about him for the next 4 days. too bad she was born 20 years too early. . . .

day 5: day at sea. it was very very rocky that day. maybe wavy is a better word. we ALL felt a little seasick that day. fortunately we found a safe spot on the very top deck, sitting in chairs out in the wind and the sun, reading our books. loved that! it was so relaxing. we enjoyed the breeze and it really helped us feel better. but it was still too rough to play mini golf. . . . we tried.

day 6: first day at disneyland! once we were able to debark, melissa and anna were off to spend the day in long beach before heading home, and nannie and i were off to disneyland!!!! we found a shuttle that took us straight to our beautiful hotel and were inside california before 10:00. i was really surprised that we made it there so early! it was SO much fun. i loved it! really, the only problem of the whole trip was throwing my camera away outside of the finding nemo submarine ride (my least favorite ride). we played hard all day and barely stayed awake for the fireworks at 9:30, which really were awesome. everything was decked out for halloween and it was so cute! even minnie was wearing her witch costume. way cute.

day 7: second day at disneyland! LOVED the tower of terror. i didn't think i'd ever want to ride it, but it was by far my favorite ride! i loved it!!!!! laughed the whole time! we were so worn out by the end of the day. we'd done SO much walking. my feet hurt until this past thursday. that's a lot of days of sore feet! anyway, it was perfect and i loved it!

day 8: long beach to salt lake. it was sad for the vacation to be over. i think i'm still in shock that it's over because i'd been looking forward to it for so long. it really was perfect. we left a lot of details (like transportation) unplanned, but everything went perfectly. i don't know if the others had as much fun as i did, but it really was a perfect vacation. everything went so well. i had so much fun! i had a really hard time being back. but i'm doing okay now :) sometimes blogging is therapy! :)

now getting ready to plan next year's vacation!